invincible

spent the night listening to bedroom hymms & jotting down the great gatsby quotes, conscious that tomorrow is such an important day for many beloved people & aware that my stake is trivial in comparison to the others 

so i shove the anxious nerves back under my skin.  

trying to negate the contingency of having to deal another /unbearable/ year with chinese with invincibility--

i love how listening to florence & the machine makes me feel invincible

like i am capable of anything & everything

-- can i just say the trailer of the great gatsby ("gatsby? what gatsby?") thrills me so much & peaks when florence starts howling--

florence is golden, her voice is a deathless song 

please lord i pray that chinese will be bygones

but lord over all i pray that You will guard the hearts of all & never let them go

help us to be in a posture of thanksgiving for what You have settled for us