reign

save Your people lord, bring them back, bring them back,

before they lose the heart to return

i think i finally understand this song verse "break my heart for what breaks Yours"
my heart is crying for all the lost souls, my heart is crying "come back, come back"
i can only imagine how much harder it is for You lord

i guess it hurts more when they were the ones to guide me back on that straight & narrow road when i faltered, & now i feel so helpless

i have no clue how to
i don't even know if i can, i struggle to take ownership of my own faith myself, who am i to exhort, to champion a revival in these cadaverous souls

i can only pray for Your hand to be upon them,
for the stirring of souls

(i love how listening to hillsong's zion brings so much godly peace into my heart)

went for cell today after so long, i am so glad for a community that treats one as if one has never "left"
this has only convicted my soul to pull away from a life of lukewarm passiveness, but lord let us not be complacent

pretzel & book scavenging with dear joy after cell today, it was good feeling like nothing had changed