trust

i haven't got an inkling on how i am going to finish all my revision in time for cts & in this race against time, sickness, taking the corporeal form of an ugly, yellow irritant, chooses my body as a host-

i am exasperated
but revival is timeless
Your days are timeless

this is a season of trust, of surrender:
lord i don't want to fall in love with the idea of trusting You

i want to fall in love with You
i want to fall in love with You because i trust You

i feel extremely lukewarm because i missed out on kingdom call, but i believe You are starting a personalized work in me, through circumstances that seem apathetic

in this bleakness i lift everything up into Your hands, i will throw my arms out to the wind, i will allow Your seed of trust to manifest in me

what are cts in the presence of my almighty savior?

perfect love casts out all fear
lead me to the rock that is higher than i am