Monday, 17 June 2013

ideas

malaise: missed out on kingdom call which was a really good opportunity to draw nearer to god, but i am glad that the perpetrator for my absence in camp made up for it to a certain, tangible extent

grew closer to the dance batchies especially in these past few days leading up to gales today, my heart is starting to grow for this bunch of people & i am really glad i went for batch outing today, even though i am reaping the aftermath of a hoarse throat from emptying my lungs out, through a medium we are all admittedly not the best at

there is this warm feeling in my heart that gradually froths & thickens with discovering an acquaintance/acquaintances who are able to understand things that will be frowned upon by others: the best part being in the unlikeliest of places

falling in love with the idea of falling in love
people wish to meet their future soulmates in all sorts of fancy places
me? i wish to meet my future boyfriend in between bookshelves, scouring opposite ends of those metal enclosures, drinking in the smell & essence of new worlds tucked away, only to realise that we are both drinking in the light-headedness of each other. at this, our eyes will meet for a fleeting second before we will bury our heads in the enthralling lure of favourite books again, yet the attractive pull will be irresistible in a non-sensual way, like the moon's. we will sneak peeks at each other & try not to get caught - at the end of it all we will meet at the end of the long shelf. we will muster the courage to exchange book titles, only to discover the books we are armed with are by the same author and/or have the same themes, and this sudden gulp of liberation will ensue. our heads will dance with homely ecstasies & from that moment onwards, we will be an effective pair of explorers, with our hearts as the sole functioning compass 

i really hope i get to experience this in the full-fledged glory of its idealistic form one day, soon enough  

i am too romanticised for my own good

thirteen days to consolidate half a year's worth of learning, let me fall in love with the idea of being a nerd (like a nerdfighter) please

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