give and take

god did not gift me with the miracle that would have left the most apparent mark of his grace i.e. turning my weakest subject into a glorious, arrow-pointing alphabet,

but the rest still remains a testament of his faithfulness.

(i take heart in the fact that i am where he ordains me to be, even if it has hitherto been quite a humbling experience) (maybe learning to live with a blight in perfection, at an absolutely consequential juncture, is the first lesson.)